One of my mentors said something in class once which has always stuck with me – Bible Characters weren’t always Bible Characters. They were real folks, like me and you. And, somehow along the way, we’ve forgotten that. What do I mean by that?
Each of them, they each made terrible, terrible mistakes. They were human as we are. That means they were not perfect. They did dumb things, just like we do dumb things. They fell down, as well fall down. They were imperfect, and God loved them anyway. Just like He loves us.
Paul reminds us today in 1 Timothy:
12 I am grateful to Christ Jesus our Lord, who has strengthened me, because he judged me faithful and appointed me to his service, 13 even though I was formerly a blasphemer, a persecutor, and a man of violence. But I received mercy because I had acted ignorantly in unbelief, 14 and the grace of our Lord overflowed for me with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus. 15 The saying is sure and worthy of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners-of whom I am the foremost. 16 But for that very reason I received mercy, so that in me, as the foremost, Jesus Christ might display the utmost patience, making me an example to those who would come to believe in him for eternal life.
Paul, this great man of faith, this man that started church after church, this man, led by the Holy Spirit, this man that wrote over half of the New Testament, says that he was unworthy of doing what God had called him to do.
He had fallen down, he had made mistakes. He had done things he should haven’t done.
But, while he was unworthy, God had judged him worthy. He didn’t deserve the grace God gave him. No one does. That’s why it’s called grace. It’s undeserved, it’s freely given. No matter what we’ve done, we are loved. And forgiven. And treasured by God. No matter what.
You are loved.
Yes, your past is your past. Yes, you (and I) have fallen down. So, what do do we? We get back up! We fall down, we get up. We fall down, we get up! Because God’s grace is bigger than any mistake we could make. God’s grace is bigger.
Remember, you are loved today. God used someone even like Paul. He can use us too. When we fall down, by His grace, may we get back up!