In Scripture, there are just certain passages that you read and you go – that’s it! That’s how I feel! That’s what I’m feeling, that’s what I’m experiencing
For me, Paul’s words in Romans 7 are that. When I read the end of Romans 7, I say, yep, that’s the story of my life, that summarizes my feelings. Today, as I read through it, a couple of things from this chapter just leapt out to me.
Paul writes:
I want to do what is right, but I can’t. 19 I want to do what is good, but I don’t. I don’t want to do what is wrong, but I do it anyway. 20 But if I do what I don’t want to do, I am not really the one doing wrong; it is sin living in me that does it.
Hello? Man, oh man, I’ve been there. I know what’s right. I know what’s wrong. I know what I should do, I know what I shouldn’t do!
I know it. It’s not guess-work. I know the answer. I know how I should live, serve, give, who I should be. It’s a plain as the nose on my face.
And what do I do? What’s wrong. What I shouldn’t do. The very thing I don’t want to do. The very thing I despise.
The good I should do I don’t do, the evil I shouldn’t do, I do.
In other words, that thing that we struggle with. That we know we shouldn’t do. That day after day after day we know we should not do – that very thing we do!
UGH. It drive me crazy. I don’t want to do it! I want to be different. I want to live apart from these sins. Yet, I keep falling into it.
What am I to do?
The reason why I love this passage is because Paul gives an answer:
25 Thank God! The answer is in Jesus Christ our Lord.
The answer is not my will power. It’s not in my being good enough, smart enough, strong enough.
I can’t. I’ve already proved that.
It’s not in what I can do. It’s in what He can do.
I can do nothing. He can do all things. I am weak, He is strong. I choose what is wrong. He is what is right.
Through ourselves, our own devices, our own choosing, we get ourselves in trouble.
Through Jesus, we find life.
Thanks be to God!
Today, trust in Him. Rely upon Him. Cast your cares on Him. He is life. He is strength. He is hope. Lean not on yourself, but on Him. Trust. Live. With Him.
Thanks be to God! For in Him, all things are possible.