To have faith means that you are unflinching, right? No doubts, no worries, none of that.
That’s what we think. That’s what we feel like we have to believe. If I’m a believer, I can’t have any doubts, any of those things. That’s what we make ourselves believe, or feel like we have to believe.
Today in our reading, we read one of my favorite prayers in the Bible. Listen to what happens in Mark 9: 21-24:
21 Jesus asked the father, “How long has this been happening to him?” And he said, “From childhood. 22 It has often cast him into the fire and into the water, to destroy him; but if you are able to do anything, have pity on us and help us.” 23 Jesus said to him, “If you are able!—All things can be done for the one who believes.” 24 Immediately the father of the child cried out, “I believe; help my unbelief!”
We would read later in the text that Jesus does just that. He heals the child. He brings life back to this family.
Faith is not the lack of doubt. Faith is believing more than our doubt. Because faith is a jumping off of a cliff. Faith is coming to the edge, walking off of it, and trusting God to catch us.
Even when we know that He will, we can believe that, we can have that faith. But in the back of our minds we can still wonder. What if. What if He doesn’t catch. What if it goes wrong. What if.
Faith is this. Haven’t those thoughts and time. Having those worries. Having all that. And still jumping.
Because we may worry and we may have those voices trying to get us not to do it. But faith says this. God is bigger.
And He will be there. Even if I doubt. Because my doubts don’t negate the truth. Faith is sometimes an act of will. Faith says, I choose to believe this, even if I doubt. Because I know it’s true. I know it is. I believe. Help my unbelief.
And what did Jesus do? Just that.
Today, believe the truth, even if you doubt it. Because it is true. Hold on, hold fast, and hope. God is good, even when we doubt. May we have the will and the grace to believe. Even when we doubt. May God increase our faith. Today, and always.
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